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Naturally my niece asked me to help her to get a new car. She was no longer wanting to drive her tiny teal color Chevy Aveo with 150k miles. How she got her Chevy is another story, but I really did not expect a car like that to live past 100K, it was a miracle that it was still driving. So I volunteered to help her find a decent car, since I worked at the dealership for a year, I still have few contacts. So I called my former co-worker. When I started selling cars he was my mentor, and a lot more. We had so much history together, when we worked we were inseparable, we were complete opposites. And opposites attract. He is black, goes to church, he is one of those people I always made fun off. So life decided to give me a lesson, when it brought us together. Working at the dealership, we spent at least 60 hours a week together, naturally on the first day we started flirting, and flirting we did. Till the moment I found myself all the way in the back, in the parts room, between very...

I was thinking, I always say that I don’t judge, and pride myself for it. But it's not true, it's total BS. We all judge, always and everyone, starting from the one person that should never be judged – self. We judge ourselves on how we look, how we dress and what we do, how we eat. When I come to someone’s house I look around, compare and judge. Is it cleaner than mine? Is the air fresh, does it have any odors? What furniture do they have? But most of all I judge on the looks, most of the time I don’t even realize it myself. I just started talking to a girl online via dating site. She started the conversation, I answered. I don’t care what a person look like when we talk, I have lots of friends, and I don’t have to be attracted to them. We talked about sex, food, husbands, shopping, etc. Had a conversation for about half a day and she invited me over, she said that she wanted to wine and dine me, and maybe later I would put on a show for her and her husband. I went to look ...

I have been considering sex industry for the main income for a very long time. Sex sells, and always will. I thought about working as a stripper – high heels kill my feet. Thought about being a waitress at the strip club – I am more of a morning person, and the money is not nearly as good as being a stripper. Thought about a porn site, even started working on the content, after one week of constant shooting I gave up on that idea – it was too much, too fast, and you don't see the money “now”, it's only later, but I would still have to shoot a lot more, it was exhausting. By that point I just ran out of ideas and started looking for a 9-5 job. That was ten years ago, when I left my husband and was living with my parents. I really feel like I was having a “round 2”, when I stayed with my parents for a week. Let’s see if we can combine sex industry with BDSM. Yes I am still tripping on the “Bondassage” idea. On Friday I went to see my Master friend, agreed that I will see hi...