LifeSex&More

I have been considering sex industry for the main income for a very long time. Sex sells, and always will. I thought about working as a stripper – high heels kill my feet. Thought about being a waitress at the strip club – I am more of a morning person, and the money is not nearly as good as being a stripper. Thought about a porn site, even started working on the content, after one week of constant shooting I gave up on that idea – it was too much, too fast, and you don't see the money “now”, it's only later, but I would still have to shoot a lot more, it was exhausting. By that point I just ran out of ideas and started looking for a 9-5 job. That was ten years ago, when I left my husband and was living with my parents. I really feel like I was having a “round 2”, when I stayed with my parents for a week. Let’s see if we can combine sex industry with BDSM. Yes I am still tripping on the “Bondassage” idea. On Friday I went to see my Master friend, agreed that I will see hi...

Few days ago I came across a new subject that grabbed my attention. It's called “Bondassage” – it's a sensual massage with light bondage with elements of BDSM. BDSM – Bondage & discipline, dominance & submission, sadism & masochism. BDSM is never black & white, there are many shades of gray in between, and it has been pulling me in, like a magnet for a very long time. I see an erotic scene and I want to participate, and I want my partner to play with me, or I will watch some hard core porn – and I am freaked out over it. But the reaction is what is important for me. When people find themselves in that environment they seem more open and honest. I have a Master friend who lives BDSM 24/7 and I came to him for an advice. He said that I don’t need to pay all that money to learn something that he can teach, and he said that it's just a fancy name for the same old stuff. Me, being super exited as I see this an opportunity to make a living, a very comfor...